I am freaking out.
I was supposed to turn in this stupid project thing today, which I had mostly done, but I had forgotten to put it all together and print to turn in.
This resulted in my having to explain to the professor (which made me feel about 7 years old) why I did not have it and THANKFULLY she let me email it to her.
Which helped, but I still feel shaky. I HATE it when people think that I am imcompatent. I hate feeling like I have to explain myself.
I hate it!
I am so glad fall break is next week.
I think when the weekend rolls around, I will make myself a HOT bubble bath, pick up a good book, pour myself a glass of champagne, and finally breathe again.
I have a chemistry test tomorrow, a speech thursday, a timeline poster due Wednesday, a journal paper, and various other little miscellaneous bits of homework.
It will be OK.
I will remember to breathe.
I am human.
I make mistakes.
I am not perfect.
I use bad judgement sometimes.
I do not always do things when I should.
I am still a good person.
It does not matter if everyone likes me.
I don’t have to like everyone.
It will be ok.
Breathe breathe breathe breathe.